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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 4:16:40 GMT
Welp. Corey's gone. I feel shittier about it than I feel like I should, but he was so antsy and eager to change up the game just a round too soon and I felt like my requests to not do it quite yet were falling upon deaf ears. The only thing he sent on his way out was a "Wow" and I feel HORRIBLE :/ I didn't want Corey to go per se, but others wanted him to and I couldn't fight the tide. Not to vote out Blake, someone who's not a threat and someone who I think is more loyal to me than Corey was going to be. Also...I didn't need to play my idol. Relieved, but also concerned because I imagine stuff is going to hit the fan sooner than later. I genuinely feel like I'm set up as an F3 goat now. I've played a pretty good strategic game IMO but I've been neglecting relationships (or rather, nurtured them TOO much to the point where everyone feels super close to me on a personal level so that when they get voted out, they feel especially betrayed by yours truly?). Maybe I'm just in over my head and THAT'S the issue? Idk.
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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 4:23:39 GMT
Corey saying 3 people are playing to win. Gonna hazard a guess that I was in fact, NOT one of those three because I didn't play the game the way he wanted me to. SORRY BOUT IT. HAD HE GIVEN ME MORE TIME TO LET THE IDEA GROW AND HAD HE LET IT BE MORE THAN "LOL I WANT AN IDOL" I probably would've considered it more? But the fact of the matter is, he just wanted an idol and wanted POWER and sometimes, good things come to those who wait
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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 4:41:29 GMT
Feji isn't AS mad as I thought she'd be which is a plus. Blake's still on her radar and to be completely honest? I'm okay with letting him go this round. I love the guy but if the majority wants it, I'll go for it.
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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 5:20:47 GMT
Feji literally just called me to tell me how terrible of a person I am and how she just doesn't understand how I'm playing this game. :/
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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 5:30:49 GMT
Like...I genuinely feel bad that I've hurt Feji as much as I have on a personal level, but my problem in games is that I'm always far too concerned about what's best for my alliance overall and what's best for the group and while I'm so worried about that, I get blindsided or taken to the end and get yelled at for not doing anything. Now, I'm doing stuff but it appears to be too much. I need to find a happy medium.
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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 5:42:02 GMT
[11:46:51 PM] feji odibo: it's either me or him Stephen
[11:47:30 PM] feji odibo: If I get out next week, and Blake is still in the game. I'll be happy, but I will make sure that you will not win.
[11:48:06 PM] feji odibo: If Blake is in the game AND I'm still in this game, I will quit and then I will never speak to any of you for as long as I live. Mark me.
I...I can't...
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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 5:50:38 GMT
I just gave a NuStephen Rant to John Wilson. Like... Oh boy was I STEAMING. Well...me steaming so not actually THAT big
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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 6:05:58 GMT
Casey is making pancakes for her drunk roommates. Bless.
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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 17:03:49 GMT
I just don't get why Feji had to go and make it so personal when calling me. I get being upset with me on a game level and I get she's gone through a lot, but I don't think it warrants her lashing out at me saying how terrible of an irl friend I'd be, how I don't know how to play this game (sweetie there's a reason you've been left out of the loop so many times and I've only voted incorrectly once), how Kyle/Casey/Blake/Regan just don't like me and think I'm weird....Like...WHAT??? Where does she get off saying that stuff. It just boggles my mind is all.
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Post by Stephen on Dec 6, 2015 18:40:43 GMT
NOT STATIC OMG
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Post by Stephen on Dec 7, 2015 2:09:01 GMT
Eating challenge!!!!! I love to eat!!!! Bread and saltines?? No problem. Raw egg? You got the wrong number
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Post by Stephen on Dec 7, 2015 3:36:02 GMT
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Post by Stephen on Dec 7, 2015 21:38:53 GMT
Debating telling Feji to play her idol for the lulz and because I don't wanna lose her as a friend although I imagine the latter is probably too late to salvage. Only problem with telling her to play the idol is that it makes things a bit screwy in the next few rounds. Gonna wait for Kyle to get home and then we'll decide between the two of us what's best for us
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Post by Stephen on Dec 8, 2015 0:59:09 GMT
Lol after talking to Mike, I'm seriously considering flipping. Jesus H. Christ. I'm not gonna tie it though. I'm not flipping unless Kyle is because NO WAY am I gonna be THAT person who unilaterally flips. I do think Kyle and I are solidly 4 and 5 within Regan/Casey/Blake/me/him but I don't know for sure. The thing is though, I think we're solidly 4th and 5th within Johnny/Mike/Feji/me/him which ugh. We're gonna have to keep flipping back and forth which would be a bit aggravating.
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