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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 3:39:56 GMT
I'm pond scum. Literally pond scum. Like....I feel like GARBAGE. I'm literally Caramoan Dawn Meehan.
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:00:31 GMT
I feel horrible from a personal perspective but I think honestly Eric and co. have no one to blame but themselves. Feji didn't talk to me till 30 minutes before the vote and Johnny said hi to me out of obligation via Eric. Those aren't allies I can rely on to take me further long term. I'm sure I'm dead to Feji now but she told Corey and I she was down to work w/ us so long as she wasn't getting the boot. I doubt that's the case though. Thankfully, I seem to have smoothed things over w/ Mike and I think he's with Kyle and I long-term. That being said, I don't think my shot of winning is particularly great unless I get to the end with Feji or Blake so...meh
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:08:24 GMT
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:13:20 GMT
I love Feji. I hope she knows that. I really do. I just wish she could work with me. I hated how Blake and Casey came for her but at the same time, I couldn't really speak up. Ugh.
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:20:23 GMT
YAS
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:21:56 GMT
I WAS ON CALL AND I FOUND IT PUBLICLY AND I HATE IDOLS LOL
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:22:59 GMT
I for Idol
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Post by Jordan on Dec 3, 2015 4:23:39 GMT
It's actually a fake idol.
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:28:37 GMT
"Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. "Blessed are the gentle, for they shall inherit the earth. "Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied."
Matthew 5:4-6
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:35:09 GMT
I still appreciate that we share the same name.
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:39:19 GMT
Same initials too yo
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 4:55:33 GMT
Now fucking Corey wants BLAKE out and Feji says she's giving her idol to Corey if Blake goes? LOL MESS
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 5:19:07 GMT
jk feji and I are good again LOVE HER <3
(I swear my roller coaster arc w/ her is the WILDEST storyline I've had w/ anyone in an ORG. Second best to Patrick Haught and my own bromance)
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 5:30:06 GMT
Corey literally wants Blake out so he can get Feji's idol lolololololol
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Post by Stephen on Dec 3, 2015 14:45:29 GMT
TLDR of last night
-I really hope Eric and I can still be friends out of the game because I really like him a lot. I just couldn't trust the people he was with to take me far in the long run
-Mike told me he has the Conquest. <3 him.
-I found an idol. Publicly. On call w/ my group of six -_-. If I DIDN'T fess up to it, I'd look shadier. Later on, I told Mike since John was like "lol idol's gone" and I wanted Mike to trust me after confirming to me that he had the Conquest. At this point, I think Mike is with me for the long haul BUT I can't beat him in an FTC vote because like...who the fuck doesn't love Mike Reilly? Terrible people, that's who. At this point, the only people who don't KNOW about it from my perspective are Feji/Johnny but I imagine Corey told Feji and she told Johnny so...meh. I'm operating on the assumption that everyone thinks I have it.
-Corey. Corey Corey Corey. I LOVE him dearly, but sometimes, I wonder if I do things just to appease him. Last night, he pitched the idea of voting Blake out because he wants Feji's idol and he thinks it'll build our resume...like...WHAT? Blake is a total non-entity in terms of getting to the end. He basically sealed his fate w/ that fight w/ Feji and...you wanna vote him OUT??? To be fair though, Feji did sort of give an ultimatum of "its me or him so make a decision" to the point where I think if Blake doesn't go, she'll legit quit? Corey thinks Blake is too tight with Casey/Kyle (which yeah) but Kyle's with me more than Blake, I think... MAYBE I've got my blinders on because Kyle is one of the two people (shoutout to Mike Reilly) that indulges my anxiety-laden self.
-Casey/Blake went a littttle too far in. Love them lots but I thought the whole fight with Feji was just unnecessary. I felt sorta like Rafe in Guatemala where I was sorta being martyr-y of like "don't do that" without ACTUALLY doing something.
-Feji calling Casey a "dumb c***" was a bit much
"You are the most reckless, most disrespectful. ugly-ass cunts I have ever met. Even after all of that I STILL won't talk to you. You aren't important and you don't deserve my attention. Good riddance you dumb bitch."
That was what was allegedly said from Feji to Casey which...EHHH it might not be her finest moment but like...I get it since Blake/Casey really had just reamed into her not too much earlier
In terms of what my perfect boot order is to probably win?
No idea. As loyal as I want to stay to Kyle and Mike, I feel like I might have a hard time beating them because they both are bigger personalities and I'm...not. Plus, I just have a feeling they're a lot more likable than I could ever be (heyyy insecurities). That being said, I do think I can make a good argument for my case. I survived that second swap, I was the one who got my hands dirt w/r/t Eric, I found an idol, I was loyal to those that were loyal to me, and I was the driving force for a lot of things.
Sidebar: Aligining w/ Kyle/Mike continues my trend of "align with another guy or two and basically just say how great they are until they inevitably get blindsided at like F6 so I can make the end and lose in a close jury vote".
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