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Post by Stephen on Nov 28, 2015 5:05:52 GMT
Guess who's on the bottom??? This guy!
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Post by Stephen on Nov 28, 2015 5:16:38 GMT
Eric claims he adores me...oh boy
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Post by Stephen on Nov 28, 2015 6:20:10 GMT
Other things I picked up from my call w/ Eric -"Anything can Happen" x20 generally means "You're fucked" -"I adore you" means "you're a nice guy, but you're fucked" -"Let's just try to win the next challenge and have fun" means "you're fucked" -"I know you won't lie to me" means "you're stupid/I can use you"? (Maybe that one is being pessimistic)
In actuality, I really LOVE Eric and I get what he's saying when he says that he likes me but we're just on opposite sides which is what it boils down to and it just fucking SUCKSSSSS
Mikki also apologized for voting Brandon because he "lied to her" which...gurl pls. Brandon was over the moon about Mikki and I have no doubt he told her that repeatedly.
I've been told by both Mikki and Eric that "let's just hope we don't have to go to another tribal" which...Yikes
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Post by Stephen on Nov 28, 2015 6:24:06 GMT
I JUST NEED A DAMN HUG.
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Post by Stephen on Nov 28, 2015 6:30:39 GMT
There's a very small part of me that wants to just flat out post in tree-mail "THROW IT", but I can't risk the long term games my other allies right now
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Post by Stephen on Nov 28, 2015 15:55:35 GMT
So I slept on it and decided against spilling all of the beans in tree-mail. For now, at least. I don't think any good is going to come out of it and if anything, I think it puts a bigger target on my back. At this point, I have to work with whatever semblance of bonds I have with Eric/Feji/Mikki and of those three, I think only Eric pities me enough to mercy drag me for one more round. If he saved me, that'd actually prove I could trust him long-term but...meh...I doubt it'll happen.
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Post by Stephen on Nov 28, 2015 18:39:44 GMT
God this is the crankiest I've been in a game in...a while
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Post by Stephen on Nov 29, 2015 18:22:22 GMT
I feel like in baring my soul to Eric, I'm selling my soul to the devil to some degree. I feel a bit yucky doing it, but I need to survive. Bad. I need to give Eric an incentive to win the challenge or keep me should we lose. He can say all he wants that he's not throwing, but I don't buy it for a second. Ugh. This is so frustrating. Hopefully Feji and Mikki can at least help
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Post by Stephen on Nov 29, 2015 18:30:57 GMT
Eric's probably gonna rat me the fuck out but he's right! I don't really have any intention of sticking with him and his crew long term and I just wanna make it through this vote so I can scurry back to Kyle/Casey/Blake. I'm praying through some miracle that there's like a kidnapping twist or a mutiny or SOMETHING that saves me. I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO TOUCH BASE WITH KYLE AND CASEY AND LET THEM KNOW I'M IN DEEP SHIT!!!! UGHGHHAKDJLFKWJER.
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Post by Stephen on Nov 29, 2015 18:36:55 GMT
[1:33:37 PM] Eric Brodin: I haven’t been on a tribe with Casey at all, and I can see from a mile away that Casey is using her
[1:33:53 PM] Eric Brodin: I don’t want to play with someone who thinks that way.
[1:34:14 PM] Eric Brodin: I want to play with intelligent people, who are nice… and loyal. Not someone who’s going to go to another tribe, make new alliances, and spread shit to everyone.
:/ I'm doomed. Holy shit. I'm REALLY gonna need something to save me and save me quick because I'm damn sure I can't do it on my own
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Post by Stephen on Nov 29, 2015 19:50:21 GMT
In which I'm thankfully NOT a crying mess like I was in an earlier take :X
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Post by Stephen on Nov 30, 2015 4:18:29 GMT
LOL I'M FUCKED!!!!!!!!!
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Post by Stephen on Nov 30, 2015 5:05:08 GMT
In which I'm not giving up hope!!! I might have a guardian angel and her name is Mikki
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Post by Stephen on Nov 30, 2015 20:38:15 GMT
LOL NOPE. Turns out Feji refuses to vote out Johnny Poteet because he's like her child or something...Like...YOU'RE NOT MAKING THIS EASY ON ME. It seems like the vote is now suddenly shifting to Mikki. Well, I should clarify. Mikki is now the only REAL option I have which...sucks. A lot. My conversation with Feji last night didn't go AS well as I thought it did. I prefaced our game talk saying that no matter what, I'd hope we'd be friends out of the game and she seemed alright with that. BUT, then she just went on about how I stabbed her in the back and even though my intentions weren't malicious, I did it anyway. Then, she proceeded to say how disappointed she was in me going with Casey/Blake/Kyle just to feel "popular" or "cool" because apparently, that's the sole reason I would go with them. Meh. I'm just flustered, I guess. More to come tonight since I've gotta run out and do interview prep for a job interview Wednesday!!!!
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Post by Stephen on Nov 30, 2015 23:42:00 GMT
BE OPTIMISTIC. That's all I can be right now
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